Hi friends my name is Ankit vishwakarma, from Nighasan kheri. baat 4 years pehle ki hai jab maine B.sc. meine admision liya tha Lakhimpur mein, meine ek room liya tha, mein starting se padhne mein kam or shararto mein jyada hosiyar tha, bebajah pange lene mein bada maza aata tha.
Meri class mein ek ladki thi Shivani. jo ki bahot jyada cute, sweet or khatarnak, cute dekhne mein, sweet uski voice n eyes, or khatarnak uska gussa, meri usse bahot baar ladai hui, ek baar to humne kam se kam one month tak ek dusre se baat ni ki, becouse mein mera best friend tha Mahesh vishwakarma from Nighasan n dil ka saaf.
uskie dost ki marriage thi. or hum sabhi wahan jane wale the, mein mahesh pehle hi chale gaye because shadi ka kaam n all. jis din shadi thi us din meine or mahesh dono ne thodi thodi beaer chada li, becouse ki sare friend wahan pohuch gaye, fir to DJ, dance or masti. us din shivani ne black sarri pehni thi, or us din to kya lag rahi thi. wo words nai hein mere pass?
maan kar raha tha ki abhi usko propose kar du or haa kar de to abhi shadi kar lu, lekin uska gusse se mujhe bhi darr lagta tha, us din mein uske pass gaya or bola, shivani sorry meine tumse us din ladai ki pata nai bahot dino se sorry bolne ki try kar raha tha but aaj moka mila. Usne ek sweet si smile di or boli, its oke ankitfir mein wahan se jane laga. usne bola ankit wait. me shocked.
wo mere pass aayi or dhere se boli ankit kam piya karo. Mein kaha aaj ke baad touch bhi nai karuga. us din se uske pyar mein aisa pada ki pehle se bhi jyada nikama ho gaya, uske hostel ke bahar bike lekar gediyan marna, colz-bus ke piche piche bike dodana, yahi roj ka kaam ho gaya, or fir dashere ke ek do din ke baad use dekha, or sidhe jakar propose kar diya,
pehle wo hansi or boli ankit mazak chodo. meine kaha mein serius hu. n i love you shivani. or humesa ki tarah patak sabke samne thapad. N 2-4 baaten sunayi or chali gayi, fir sham ko ghar pohche, mein or mahesh aur hitesh do bottle wiskey pi gaye or raat ko 1-2 baje usko phone kiya. pehle phone nai uthaya usne, fir 3-4 ring ke baad usne phone uthaya or boli,
kyu raat ko tang kar rahe ho mujhe. meine sidhe bola reason kya hai, usne bola mujhe in sab chizo mein koi intrest nai. meine kaha yeh koi resn nai huwa. fir usne bola dekho ankit tum mere type ke nai ho. tumhe ladai jhagda pasand hai, nasha karte ho, dhang se study nai karte, koi ek sunaye to use 2 suna doge. Meine kaha agar mein change ho jau to?Usne bola ki fir kuch soch sakti hu. ok ab so jao n good night. Meine bhi kaha, good night. fir mein jakr bed par late gaya or sari baat mahesh ko batayi. usne bola thek to bol rai hai yeh, tu usko change hokar dikha de agar fir bhi usne mana kiya to mein dekh lunga. Mahesh ki baat mein dum tha. fir mein dhere dhere khud ko sudharne laga. ladai jhagda bilkul band, regular classes attend karne laga, smoking drinking sab chhod diya.
December ka time hamare final exam chal rahe the. last exam tha, or meine use bola ki ab to mein change ho gaya hu, ab kya decide kiya, usne bola result aayega tab btaugi, gussa aaya bahot jyada but control kiya. uske baad holiday, wo bhi apne ghar chali gayi, or mein bhi apne ghar aa gaya, Lakhimpur se Nighasan 55 to 60km tha. kai baar wahan gaya ki darshan ho jaye uske but nai huwe,
badi mushkil se holiday finish hue. mein ludhiana return aaya because mein aakr dekha to aayi hi nai, ek week wait kiya do week samaj nai aaya kya huwa, kyu nai aayi, meine and mahesh ne uske ghar jaane ka plan banaya, mahesh ki girlfirend thi Rani, wo bhi sath jane ko ready ho gayi. plan tha subha 5 baje niklege or sham 5-6 baje tak return aa jayege,
kisi friend ki car lekar morning time se nikal gaye, singahi pohuch kar edhar udhar pata karke unke ghar pohuch gaye, unke ghar ke bramde mein budhi c lady baithe thi. humne unse pucha ki kya yeh sivani ka ghar hai, to unhone bola, hanji yai sivani ka ghar hai.
humne kaha ki hum Nighasan se aaye hein uske college mein sath padte hein,
Meri class mein ek ladki thi Shivani. jo ki bahot jyada cute, sweet or khatarnak, cute dekhne mein, sweet uski voice n eyes, or khatarnak uska gussa, meri usse bahot baar ladai hui, ek baar to humne kam se kam one month tak ek dusre se baat ni ki, becouse mein mera best friend tha Mahesh vishwakarma from Nighasan n dil ka saaf.
uskie dost ki marriage thi. or hum sabhi wahan jane wale the, mein mahesh pehle hi chale gaye because shadi ka kaam n all. jis din shadi thi us din meine or mahesh dono ne thodi thodi beaer chada li, becouse ki sare friend wahan pohuch gaye, fir to DJ, dance or masti. us din shivani ne black sarri pehni thi, or us din to kya lag rahi thi. wo words nai hein mere pass?
maan kar raha tha ki abhi usko propose kar du or haa kar de to abhi shadi kar lu, lekin uska gusse se mujhe bhi darr lagta tha, us din mein uske pass gaya or bola, shivani sorry meine tumse us din ladai ki pata nai bahot dino se sorry bolne ki try kar raha tha but aaj moka mila. Usne ek sweet si smile di or boli, its oke ankitfir mein wahan se jane laga. usne bola ankit wait. me shocked.
wo mere pass aayi or dhere se boli ankit kam piya karo. Mein kaha aaj ke baad touch bhi nai karuga. us din se uske pyar mein aisa pada ki pehle se bhi jyada nikama ho gaya, uske hostel ke bahar bike lekar gediyan marna, colz-bus ke piche piche bike dodana, yahi roj ka kaam ho gaya, or fir dashere ke ek do din ke baad use dekha, or sidhe jakar propose kar diya,
pehle wo hansi or boli ankit mazak chodo. meine kaha mein serius hu. n i love you shivani. or humesa ki tarah patak sabke samne thapad. N 2-4 baaten sunayi or chali gayi, fir sham ko ghar pohche, mein or mahesh aur hitesh do bottle wiskey pi gaye or raat ko 1-2 baje usko phone kiya. pehle phone nai uthaya usne, fir 3-4 ring ke baad usne phone uthaya or boli,
kyu raat ko tang kar rahe ho mujhe. meine sidhe bola reason kya hai, usne bola mujhe in sab chizo mein koi intrest nai. meine kaha yeh koi resn nai huwa. fir usne bola dekho ankit tum mere type ke nai ho. tumhe ladai jhagda pasand hai, nasha karte ho, dhang se study nai karte, koi ek sunaye to use 2 suna doge. Meine kaha agar mein change ho jau to?Usne bola ki fir kuch soch sakti hu. ok ab so jao n good night. Meine bhi kaha, good night. fir mein jakr bed par late gaya or sari baat mahesh ko batayi. usne bola thek to bol rai hai yeh, tu usko change hokar dikha de agar fir bhi usne mana kiya to mein dekh lunga. Mahesh ki baat mein dum tha. fir mein dhere dhere khud ko sudharne laga. ladai jhagda bilkul band, regular classes attend karne laga, smoking drinking sab chhod diya.
December ka time hamare final exam chal rahe the. last exam tha, or meine use bola ki ab to mein change ho gaya hu, ab kya decide kiya, usne bola result aayega tab btaugi, gussa aaya bahot jyada but control kiya. uske baad holiday, wo bhi apne ghar chali gayi, or mein bhi apne ghar aa gaya, Lakhimpur se Nighasan 55 to 60km tha. kai baar wahan gaya ki darshan ho jaye uske but nai huwe,
badi mushkil se holiday finish hue. mein ludhiana return aaya because mein aakr dekha to aayi hi nai, ek week wait kiya do week samaj nai aaya kya huwa, kyu nai aayi, meine and mahesh ne uske ghar jaane ka plan banaya, mahesh ki girlfirend thi Rani, wo bhi sath jane ko ready ho gayi. plan tha subha 5 baje niklege or sham 5-6 baje tak return aa jayege,
kisi friend ki car lekar morning time se nikal gaye, singahi pohuch kar edhar udhar pata karke unke ghar pohuch gaye, unke ghar ke bramde mein budhi c lady baithe thi. humne unse pucha ki kya yeh sivani ka ghar hai, to unhone bola, hanji yai sivani ka ghar hai.
humne kaha ki hum Nighasan se aaye hein uske college mein sath padte hein,
wo aayi nai college to pata karne yahan aa gaye. tabhi bahar uske mom aaye or, she was crying, unhone btaya ki 2 week pehle shivani ka bus ke sath accident ho gaya or wo ab is duniya mein nai hai. yeh sun kar pata nai mera dimag sunn gaya, aisa lag raha tha jaise mind ne kaam karna band kar diya ho, heart zor zor se beat kar raha, hum teeno hi control nai kar paye or khub roye.
wo dard wo pain itni buri thi ki kabhi kisi dusman ke sath bhi aisa na ho, uske baad pata nai kyu mera damm ghutne laga, or aunty ko bola apna dhyan rakhna or wahan se chale aaye. meine 2 baar sucide karne ki koshish ki but dono baar bach gaya, mahesh ne kaha ki shivani ki ruh hi tujhe har baar bachati hai,
wo bhi nai chahti ki tu duniya chode, mahesh aaj bhi mere sath hai or mera dard ko samjhta hai. shivani chahe jis duniya mein ho but mere sath hai, mere khayalo mein aaj bhi zinda hai, aaj yeh story likhte time aaj fir mein bahot roya, agar pyar mohabt bhagwan likhta hai to yai wish karta hu ki kabhi kisi ke sath aisa na ho. I wish sabko unka pyar mile, love you alot Shivani...
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